I have been struggling alot with my anger latley. I have been very verbally
abusive and mean to my family and I kills me inside to see the results of my
abuse after the fact. I used to punch things and go look for fights when things
were going wrong. I no longer do that i haven't done that in years. I have never
ever physically abused any of my family members. I just need help...I need
prayer...I am tired of seeing the hurt and dissapointment on my 2 little girls
faces....and the disgust on my wifes face....we have another child on the way
and I do not want to be the reason for a stressfull miscarriage. I NEED HELP.
Please pray for me. This is a selfish request but one that has to be made. You
know i have been called a Bi Polar Skitzofrantic freak before...maybe it is
true. Please just pray. Thank you so very much.